Is Falling In Love Made You Feel That Way?

I don't like you, Park. 

I think I live for you. 

I don't think I even breathe when we're not together. 

Which means when I see you on Monday morning, it's been like sixty hours since I've taken a breath. That's probably why I'm so crabby, and why I snap at you. 

All I do when we're apart is think about you, and all I do when we're together is panic. 

Because every second feels so important. 

And because I'm so out of control, I can't help myself.

I'm not even mine anymore, I'm yours, and what if you decide that you don't want me? 

How could you want me like I want you?

Well, actually, I haven't ever feel that way. Is it real falling in love will make you feel so?

Tell me.

And anyway, pieces above from Eleanor & Park by Rainbow Rowell.

Cheers,
D.